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Dear Ex Best Friend

Dear ex best friend,      I miss you. You probably think I don't, seeing that I still post selfies of me smiling widely on my Instagram. But I miss you with my whole being, I wish I could tell you. As I'm writing this, I'm listening to all the songs you sent me with a heavy heart.      There was a time when you were everything to me. I could tell you everything, and be 100% myself with you. You're the only human on this planet who really knows me, the only one I never had to hide from.        I still think of all our stupid little inside jokes. I would be sitting, remembering everything we had. The jokes, the crushes we talked about, our plans for a future wedding, everything. But then I suddenly remember that you're no longer in my life and I break down crying and it feels too much. I miss you so fucking much.           I have lost a lot of people but none of them compare to you, because losing you was a real lo...